Eurovision Song Contest - 1st semifinal

Today starts the Eurovision song contest again, for this year. Today will also my home country Estonia sing this years contribution and then we can see, will the song go all the way to final in Saturday or not.
There has been so many opinions how the result for today will be, so for it is just to look in front of TV and perhaps to hope that song is good enough that people will choose it to go further to final.  Would be nice to see it together with Sweden in final. It will be then small betting camp who will became the best place. For now, it will just to hope to survive the evening.

Have a nice evening!

Happy Mother's Day

Today is mother's day in so many countries, including in Estonia. For me, it is 10th times to celebrate it without my mother. It shows how fast time just flies.
When we are small children, we love our mother and running always to her if we have some small problems. When we get older and come in to teenage age, we might get irritated to our mother, might be angry and not think the same as mother would like us to think. We get more older, starting to live our own life and still first person we turn with questions, thoughts and ideas we have is our mothers.
I miss my mother. Sometimes I would like just to talk with her or just ask advice, I can't have that possibility more, since it has been years my mom passed away. That does not make it easier when days just pass and turns to years. Small things remembers what we might had, but do not have.
Love your mothers as long as you have that possibility. Happy Mother's day for you all mothers!

Take care and have a nice day!

Anniversary present,

Some days ago, me and mu husband  had our 2nd wedding anniversary. This year we could not celebrate it together, since I was at home and he was on his business trip to Östersund. We decided do celebrate it in the weekend, but some things got changed and we will go to cinema tomorrow and will have some good food in the evening instead.
When he came home on Thursday, he had some presents with him for me. The most nicest present was anniversary present. A jewelry set with earrings and necklace in silver. I liked that it was handmade. A small special feeling and same time it is very nice. I have started to like more handmade things, because when you are knowing that they have been made in two reasons. One, because someone really likes what she/he is doing and it comes from the heart and for the second, there is never two same look likes since even thought we use same pattern for the things, we can't have exactly the same result.
I really loved it. I liked other presents as well, but that was the nicest. Other present I got was a candle holder and small green sea-monster :) Sea-monster fitted very well with the plant I bought for my self. One thing I am sure, those present came from the heart and that's why they are important for me.
Have a nice day!

Trust,

Trust is one of the important thing we people are having. To trust someone, means that it feels right to help person, feels right to open us to someone, but also open the door to our life and surrounding people who belongs to our environment.
As it also says, that trust is something man build many years, but it can be broke with just a second. How should we behave when? Should we let people to take advantage of us, if they only want to use us and after that damage us? Should we be kind and let us be taken advantage? How long we should let other to take advantage of us?
It just wakes up a lot of more question marks and seems, that they will just pop-up easily when one question will be answered.
What means trust for one person, might not mean same to another person. Same time for most people trust means, that we trust that person - we tell our secrets, we open ourselves, we let people use our things and so on and on. What happens if the trust is broken? It is actually very easy to break that tiny rope what has been build. How should we go on after the trust is broken? How should we treat other people after we have lost trust for some people?
Yes I know, not all the people are same, but it is not easy to trust others if the things we experience has only showed us, that trust can be broken so easy. Would it be easy to trust again the person who has break the trust bandage? No, it is not. We probably never trust that person again and will never even plan do it!! It is never easy to do it after the small bandage is broken. We can be polite, we can smile and not to cry, but we never open ourselves to that person again.
So, keep the trust you have between each other. It is one of the precious present we can have!
Have a nice evening!

My eyelashes,

In easter time I was in Estonia and visited my family. Some days before I came back home to Sweden, I visited beauty salon and got extensions for my lashes. I have naturally very short ones and who does not love long and nice ones.
Today it was time to go and get filled them with new ones. That is really something I love and like. Makes me feel very good and more beautiful. Makes my self-confidence little bit more better. So next 4 weeks I am happy girl again :)
Have a nice evening.