I Did It!

I am very happy girl today. I finally did it. I took one of my biggest fear and faced it and it feels just so good. It gave me a lot of energy and self-esteem.
As I wrote before, it has been very long time ago, since I run last time. It has been problems with feet and weight both. This year I decided to take part of Vårruset (springrun) in Jönköping. I thought that mild start on 5 km is very good. I had made a timeplan for me that 1km with 10 minutes should be ok, since it was my first run.
In the start I started my training clock. In some how I got time cap between the time with clock and what they had taken, but I am happy anyway. My own time was 00:35:555,3 minutes and result was 00:35:04 online. So I managed good time under my 50 minutes what I had put as my first goal. I can't still believe that. I am very happy over the support I got from my husband. Shortly before the run I was quite shaky but with his support I managed it.
Now, next run will be already on the beginning of july and this time together with my husband :) It will be good change to do something together. 
Now it is time to hug my pillow. Sleep will be good and smile on my lips. Same time I will feel sorry of me, since I already have start to get some training pain :) Well deserved :P
Have a nice evening,
                                  Love,
                                            Ingrit

Day has arrived,

Today is the day. Me running after a more than 20 years. Feels bit scary and I must admit that I feel very nervous. Perhaps it is because that I have no one to keep me company, who I know. Might be also that it has been really long time since I did it last time and feeling bit afraid because I have registrated to run with timetaking. I know that distance is not long, but still enough if I have not done it for so long time.
On the other hand it feels good. It is my way to celebrate my weight loss and challenge bit myself. It has been a small motivation carrot for to show myself that I can. That I can come over my fears about my weight, my nightmares about it and so many other thoughts. I believe deep in my brain that it was right decision even thought that at the moment I am feeling that I am not a normal and should be closed to some certain institution.
I will see how it goes today. I take it as it goes but I will be also very satisfied that I have done it because I have not done that for so long time. I have not run that kind of runs for too long time and I feel like it is one way for me to feel good and keep me motivated.

Have a nice day,
                            Love,
                                      Ingrit