My rocky road,

My road with my fighting with my weight has been as rocky mountain. It has been long fight around 25 years.
On Wednesday I could buy a 2 blouses in size 40. Today morning I got another surprise, when I was look how much I weight. For first time after long time I am under 90 kg. That was made my midsummer evening day. I see that in finally, it goes in right direction and it feels good.
In my highest weight I have been 163 kg and I did not feel well. My health was ok, but my self confidence was very low. Had no confidence at all.When game out that my hormones was not ok and I got medicine for that. That made that I went down to ca 120 kg.
During a many years I have weight over 100 kg. Since march this year I have started slowly to go down. Today morning I was under 90 kg and it made me so happy again, since I can see, that my weight is on the right direction. When my weight went under 100, I promised to myself, that I will never be over 100 again. This promise to my self I will keep. I feel much better today. I don't have to take anymore pills for my high blood pressure, I have more energy to do things and I feeling more happy. Most of all I have got back my self confidence and  I do not follow the flow longer. I have started to say my own opinion out more and it has showed that, there is persons, who does not like it. So, totally until today I have lost 34,6.  I will continue my fight on my rocky road and hopefully one day I am normal girl again.

Have a nice day,
                            Love,
                                       Ingrit