Beginning of January has been started somehow well. I had previously decided that 2015 will be better year than 2014 was for me. It has been just 8 days the new year has been, but some of the things what has been happened already, have at least been positive.
After I handed in two last written works to school in that subject and managed to get a very good mark, now it is just to wait the oral examination in next week and when this is over and new subject can start.
I have finally also got back my desire and interest to handwork. Last year I could not do much at all. Most of it, because I had several issues with my health, but also all this made me lost interest to it. Now, after the last succeeded operations, I feel well and it makes also that interest to my handwork has come back. And yes, we do not talk about my shoulder :) That will be something I have to live with and deal with. During next week I will install my handwork programs to my new computer, what I got last year for it and after that, I can start to make my own patterns again. Also my sewing machine will start to work again.
I also have decided to challenge myself. Beginning of the week I ordered training clothes from Peak Performance. I will not start to go to gym yet, first I will take a challenge at home ground. I have started to make every day planking. A 30 day challenge and the next challenge after I have received my training clothes, I will start to run. I can have different terrain and that should be good as well for the beginning. After that I will see, what will happen. My last 20 kilos has to go. That I have decided. I want to feel well again. It has been long time, since I have done some things and 2015 is the year, I will build up myself again.
That would be mean that 2015 will be my year! I will finish the school and my last 4 courses what is left after that one. I will try to visit my family in Estonia again during 2015 and spend time with my friends and family here. I am really happy over my friends. It is also their support, what has helped me to get through 2014 and to see lighter 2015 ahead. They also have learned me that sometimes we must to challenge ourselves, so that we would feel well. Therefore my challenges to me. I believe that those are quite needed.
In some reason the winter is missing and snow. Else I would have tried my first challenge, what I had planned. Hopefully father weather is listening and we will get soon a good winter, so that I could fix 2 of my own challenges.
So 2015. You will be my year and better year. I will concentrate this year for me in first hand and after that to everything else. Beginning for it has been made, now it is just 357 days left to make it my year. That should not be any problem. At least that is my plan.
Have a nice evening,
Love,
Ingrit
